I am what I am and that's
all that I know
I'm here I want to get better
I want to grow
I don't understand
sometimes I don't care
I want to hold a hand
alone, I feel so bare.
I cried today and am apathetic
my stomache hurts its so pathetic
I hate these feelings
I can't keep dealing
I know the truth of hopefulness
but reality today is I have less
less love, less people,
I am alone
I want someone
I want a home
a place to feel safe
I want away from the hate
my heart hurts
my stomach hurts
my soul is empty
for love and peace it yearns
thats all I want
happiness
a way out of this mess
I'm so alone
I'm so scared
I can't sleep alone
I can't be alone
the fear overwhelms me
my thoughts of release
comfort my soul
put me at peace
I dreamed of laying
with my last breath
releasing all my
life unkempt
I'm free, I'm at peace
alone, but not in this world
just me in the dirt, my bones.
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